.Thursday, February 15, 2007 ' 9:09 PM x
In regardless of whether we lose or win in today's competition,nothing of it seemed to affect me.So in short,today's celebration was a nincompoop one,a very draggy one and I almost let myself decompose along with the other loners.
Oh,this is a quote I got from my favourite online quote website.
"We are what we repeatedly do."Does it really implies on me?What do I normally do?And,repeated?Like,take school for example.I've been to school since the start and that's who I am?Or I'm the one who's singing alone and doodling during lessons and never get caught?I'll never get these right.
Now,I'm lazy to study for tomorrow's focused test.And,to worsen things up,there's flashbacks of me being the top student back in the lower secondary days!I had been the top 5 in secondary one and two.I was in top 10 in secondary 3 and for the midyear in secondary four.My prelims,I flunked.But I managed to recover myself for the N levels,which was really flabbergasting because I didn't took the effort to study.And if I were to study,can you imagine the good results I'll be getting?
Last time,I was so studious.Now?Oh crappy shit.Forget it.So,Shawn..How?
From 16-18th february,MOS's like totally free.& I even nudged(times two.)my mum.
Oh dear,can somebody enlighten me,like say,now?
Labels: LIFE'S A NIGHT-MA-RE.
I have tried farcical. Now what else?