.Thursday, February 1, 2007 ' 10:12 PM x
Lovable ones in school,especially to those who are affected by my reckless behaviour which resembles a
fucking retard like none other than The Funny Farm people,
I am terribly very sorry.Maybe I did over-reacted just because of the flu and that darn headache.To make matters worse,I was having menses cramps too.And,to add it all,
I had mood swings as a gift.I am now trying so hard to be as apologetic as I could..
But,to no avail guys.I'm still feeling so down and agitated.
Oh,the school especially has made me fed-up even more.During the english lesson,we were discussing about the Total Defence Day performance.And,she,not being rather helpful at all,makes matter worse my pressurizing me with the 'PAY THIS,BUY THAT.'
sentences.My mind's was in a total mess,with a lot of things to think about.Like,
collecting those debts by the
dumbfuckers behind.Okay,so what if I'm being to
explicit?I was angry,so cursing words naturally stumbled out of my mouth.Even the innocent ones were being barked at.
The most freakiest thing was the after-school event.My class had to stay back for
chemistry extra lesson every thursday.And,I survived the whole 1/2 break without being with my buddies.They actually wanted to start a conversation with me.They even offered me a seat beside them.But me,being very stubborn,I objected and ignored them.
In the end,I ended up walking and taking the bus with Akif and Harith.Well,they both waited for me in the chemistry lab.So,I owe them BIG TIME.(The rest too..)
I am praying so hard that I will get back to my hyperactive self tomorrow.Please.
I really need it.I need to make up for what I've done today.Oh silly me.Call me a bitch if you guys want,because I really deserved it.& for Shawn,I miss my energy too.(Adapted from the tagboard.)Cross your fingers that I'll recover fast yeah?
I love you guys(:
Labels: Scold me a fucker.
I have tried farcical. Now what else?
