.Friday, February 23, 2007 ' 5:52 PM x
I used to WRITE hum-di-dum love songs in class.A love song with ironic lyrics.
It's actually rather spontaneous and unplanned,and all of it turned out pretty
good actually.After the whole spring cleaning,I think I've misplaced every
notes and lyrics I've wrote.I recalled writing about this crush of mine who
was a year younger than me.I wrote some songs regarding him(Call me lovesick.)
and I even jotted down some hothot news about him.Even the slightest bump
during our recess time or after-school hours can actually raise my spirits.
This sounds stupid,right?Anyway,I jotted down in this SPCA diary I bought in school which has a photo
of a cute kitten and some details of the SPCA in it.It was my official diary,
then.Everywhere I went,my diary's there tucked neatly below my armpits.
Unfortunately,on a particular day,I've decided to let my diary BREATHE so I
left it at home.To my dismay,my mother READ IT and SPIT out everything I wrote
to my Papa.Soon,my mama's spreading this oh-so-wow story of mine to all my aunties
and fuck,I don't feel like FACING them anymore.How humiliating!
But,time flies,and I've overcomed it.Criticisms were given but I simply couldn't
be bothered.And then,I found out one depressing thing.This crush of mine likes
my madrasah friend.And she knew that I liked him first.She even apologized to me.
Life isn't a happy ending all the time.I told her it was nobody's fault.
I even told my mama about it and she comforted me plus laughed AT me.
Sakit hati dohh..
Moral of story: NEVER leave your diaries unattended.
Oh,and I CAUGHT BEN KISSING LIU YUN BEFORE FOCUSED TEST!
(I think it was just a peck.)
Labels: Dumbass.
I have tried farcical. Now what else?
