.Monday, August 20, 2007 ' 9:11 PM x
To what extent do I hate my English Oral performance today? To a very
large extent. I stuttered a lot, and I ummmm several times, I even
paused for 2 minutes to think and try and get what I want too express!
I said a polite sorry and the examiner said it is okay. It was
nerve-wrecking. I hate myself. For behaving like a FOOL!
Since I was about to cry, I was relieved after meeting Devagi. I get
to let it all out, despite the fact that it was already too late.
My face was red hot. And here I go again, repeating the phrase, I hate myself.
I have decided to sms Maryam and let my tensions out. Since she planned
to repair my necklace, I also have decided to well, break my fast outside.
And, even a short outing with her proved that she's the best twin. I became
the storyteller, and she listened. She is a great listener, trust me.
An outing with her, without us being LUNATICS? Impossible! We misbehaved!
Again! She is really nice. We broke our fast at Banquet, and we saw one
of the cast of 'Rahsia Perkahwinan.' We spent our time, enjoying the
delicious mee+milk+seaweed beehoon and her, claypot spicy something.
We confabulated, laughed and ate. We were full of (BLAHS!). The ending
of our NIVNING(night+evening) was completey whacked. I took a flyer and
then, tried to find a victim. I passed the flyer to the OTHER passer-by,
which is a BANG-lllaaa who was busy handling his phone. I think he is
making a call or something. I then scurried over to maryam, who was
swallowing her laughter! I even bumped into another Bang-lllaaa! It was
darn funny. After apologizing, I ran towards maryam who was already
half-way towards laughing her ass out! I joined her, ignoring the fact
that there were spectators! It was seriously funny! See? She has made me
forget about my earlier depression! How I loved my twin! (:
I will try to save up for our next outing sister! Till next time!
Labels: Happy and you know you clap your hands.
I have tried farcical. Now what else?
