.Tuesday, October 16, 2007 ' 11:39 PM x
Upon request from my friend, GL, I absent-mindedly logged into
my blogger account and update an entry. (Please, you owe me.)
I know, I missed blogging. No one can deny that.
Anyway, Hari Raya was brilliant. I think it is senseless for me to
elaborate it here since it would turn our draggy and boring. So,
I would not risk it. Just a gentle reminder: I have yet to do
preparations for my O levels! You people can hate me for that,
since I have been making empty promises to actually study hard
and get my dream faculty. Somehow, I was distracted by events
such as the money collecting season. I used to
worry about my spectacles since I had broken one, and I would go
blind without it. Now, fretting momentum have to be transferred
to exams instead. My english teacher massaged my fatty arms
and pointed, "What happened to you this year?" She was all mortified
of my english marks, when I actually believed I had improved my
english marks this year. I could not be bothered
to list down the facts, so I just shrugged and smiled. It is too late?
Back to my spectacles. I bought purple spectacles this time: Everlast.
Ihad planned on getting purple hair dyed, with everything purple to own.
Some say (Dann) maybe I am being to obnoxious and devoted to school.
Well, possible. Or maybe, to my opinion, purple is just a unique colour.
People have been owning simply red hair, blondes and soft brown, but
purple/burgundy is just as good. (to me.)
I think I am really panicking right now. I could not focus.
I need help.
I think I am immune to breakdowns and get all teared-up.
I hate myself.
I am stressed-out, though it is not obvious to be seen
by the naked eye.
I am just going to deal with O levels.
Get it done and over with.
I am hitting the library. I am karaoke-ing at home.
I am being a bitch.
I am doing all sort of things that a O level candidate should not have.
I lost my concentration. God, help me please.
GL, satisfied now? I have updated.
And this is the last. No more bargaining.
Labels: LIFE'S A NIGHT-MA-RE.
I have tried farcical. Now what else?
